I am a normal human, and not a saint, whatever a man desires so do I, but over many years, I have slowly trained myself to kick the habits, but 1 thing I still have not overcomed, is my addiction to dopamine, I need dopamine to self release the stress I faced from work, I longed for a natural way to do it with my lifelong partner, many scammers and women have tried to lure me with sex, but it no longer works on me, because I have overcomed, and will await for my partner to be provided by God.
My Lord teaches me, to test every girl who comes to you, what is their expectations, and what do they want in return, do they love you, or want your money, what is their heart actually like, their morals and their values, but sad to say, nobody qualifies for more than 15 years after my divorce. I am too smart to be fooled by any woman, if I like her, I am willing to accept her imperfections, her lifestyle can be different from mine, but can she carry the responsibilities? There is nothing to hide in my life. I am impotent and can never have sex with a woman. Trying to scam, harass or make me fall into all your traps over the years have not worked and I know exactly who every individual is involved. When I play with you, you cannot take it and you will commit suicide because your everything will be destroyed hiding behind your secret lives.
I am not part of this world, and I will not conform to man made rituals, only my Lord can judge me and I will not listen to anyone else unless a pastor of the church, my Lord most important command to me is not to do anything to cause others to fall, because their fall will be judged against you in the Judgement Day. So many people has tried to attack me saying “His knowledge is from the devil”, “He is the Anti-Christ”, I am not here to start another religion, if the world does not listen to the preaching of the bible neither will they listen to me although pastors have very different gifts compared to me. I will get my job done although I get so many problems with those who tries to stop me, but if God is for me, who is against me. So I do not care about my reputation, I will work with the poorest, prostitudes and the rejects of society.
Contributed by Oogle.